
Just a journey towards my love Attempts & never revealing loves ....1st love is that emotion which we all in our life have sometime gone through.... that immense feeling which if recalled will make a 60 year feel like a 16 year old again...My first love experience happened during my 10th standard...her nam s Ashitha nd in 9th standard...her class was jst oppos to my class...edakokke nammalu ingane kannum kannum kadhakal kaymaarum...hehe.. that days not hav a correct idea to approach her....during school youthfestival days i noticed that she is practicing for dance nd many othr items....so me too registered name for essay writing ,fancy dress nd sm group events...hidden agenda behind it was if i get a prize,i can go for subdistrict along with othr winners...(i'm sure she will b dre in subdistrict)...that happened...i got first prize fr fancy dress nd wnt fr subdistrict level....dere too saw her,bt nt talked ...avideyum edakokke ."kannum kannum nokia".........dnt knw how...some miracles happened dre.. i gt 2nd place fr fancy dress...aftr that i met her...she cme near me nd say congrats ......ohhh manasil aadyathe song.".mizhiyariyathe paady en"........i thk dat tyms Niram movie nd kunjakkoo shalini team creatin waves in school...so i imagined dat song...ahaaa njan kunjakkoo lavlu shalini.......hahaaaa....amazin:D
I cme know one thng ashitha's close relative in my class ..a girl named Chithra...bt m nt in a good company wd her...frm next day onwards nxt mission s to built a company wd chithra....hehe..at last succeded n dat nd mentioned my true love towards ashitha to her...she respnded it's a risky job to approach her..bt next day chithra cms near me wd a happy news ur proposal was accepted ........ohh my god....van paattokke imagination...hehe...bt i never believ it completly...bt ashitha starts comming near my classes during interval tymes nd all...start talking wd me..full changes....its sure smthg happened n her..i can't find it out..i thk it may b a planned mission to fool me.....bt ennoda kali.. i never asked her abt the proposals nd all...she too never mentioned abt it...becm friends(bt stll love s dr n ma mind)...bt days passed nd m near to the end of school life...pinne board exam mannam ketta ennokke paranju angu nadannu.....aftr dat never met n life...angane First crush veedudanju.. SASI ROCKZ..Bt its so nostalgic nd intersting to rewind those days...

Then coming to plus two....new school ...new friends ...new colors..."Kaumaram manasile niramgalkellam kooduthal niram kodukunna kaalam" ....bt +1 il vechu enikku oru niravum vannathayi thonniyilla....during dat +1 tyme our chemistry sir named shaji always askd questions to me...if i not answer dat,he will repeat that question to a gril named MILAN mst f the tyme...so my frends always laugh at me calling that nam MILAN NAVEEN...ohh shit vere kanan kollavunna ethra penpilleru classil undu bt ee kootharaye mathrame kittyulloo vechu kaliyakkan.....hehe...engane kaliyakkunathu kondu ee love enna vikaram okke ennil ninnu akannu thudangy....Den next yr plus two ...next grl's arrival to my mind @ physics tution centre named SARITHA(she s 4m othr school)...she was sitting just opp to me in girls row nd carefully listen to teacher when sir shouts everybody's name for attendance from dere... I got her name. ohh It was really nice feeling UNFORGETABLE!!!!! one day I was in hurry to go my tuition class bcoz I was late after some time finally I reached my tuition center ..after 5min one girl came when I saw her I was totally out of my mind and I wish to that sir give the permission to that girl sit besides me... just like dream come true and I was very happy and all the boys of my class were looking me like anything but my star was so bright that day ........so after that she asked ma name and same from my side...collected maximum details abt her in dat day...Her father was an artist named murali....arayal namukentha?...I was so happy after 3 hour class over and we r all ready to go back to home and she was also after giving a smile she just gone and she said bye....after reaching the home I was only thinking about her saritha....nd waiting 4 next day
finally tuition class time come and I was ready to go claas even I reached ma claas before 15 min ...hehe..excitment.......... finally class start but she didn’t turned up that day.. ....finally claas time is over and went back to home... its continued around 15 days..i thght she left the class..after that 1 day i met her near her school...i askd her y u not comming to physics classes nw days??? she replied.........ohh i changed my batch timing(nw in holiday batch)...want to adjust with practical classes..SHOCKIN NEWS..OHH SHIT...Angane athum vidhychittilla.. angane 2 nd tyme njan jeevithathilekku kshnikkan theerumanicha girlnodum ente pranayam ariyikkan tyme kittyilla...paapy chellunidam paadhalam...aftr so many years i met her thro orkut(thanx to technolgy)....she s married nd settled in tvm...hehe..VEENDUM SASI AAYI...
Den next the Btech life @ amrita....the most unforgettable 4 years in the life.....friends,thy are everythg fr me.without them,i would never be wat i am nw...mainly ppl studied wd me fr Btech.only gain from dere is,i changed a lot due to d influence of dem....vayinokkum marichu vayinokkanam ellavareyum wd equal prefernce...premikkunnavare shalyam cheyyanam dats the main hobby in collg...manasil polum premam ellarnnu....(ellel angottu ody chellu..ippam kittum)......engane alkkare veruppikkum ennatharnnu annokke ulla only thinking....
What is your opinion about the role of mobil phone in love making? dese days most of the new set up formed in collg thro mobile sms nd all...me too aware of all these thngs....bt implement cheyyan pattyilla... days passed my 3rd yr...becm a super senior....jst roaming around the corners,noticed a 1st yr girl many tymes..mst times whn i saw hr ,gt a feeling lik dat some sort f sadness dr n her face...

YES.. The begining....3rd FLOP LOVE STORY or the 3rd grl i wish to invite nto my life..."ee mansile ishtam ennu parayunnathu sayippu parayumpole LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT onnumalla, kali kootukaraya aankuttyum penkuttyum pathiye thirichariyukayanu oralkku matte alitodulla "KAUDHUKAM"..........ethokke manasil vechu kondu aa kaudhukam nedy edukkanayulla padappurappadu.......THIS tyme me 2 approach thro the most modern media MOFILE....using othr persons identity nd becm good company wid her thro msging...(veetil ninnu food vaangy thinnan tharana cashina ee msging...anu ee free sms um koppum 1umilla...1 R/S permsg) Aftr smtyme i reveal my identity...i hope a tragedy..bt it nt happend,she becm more closer to me,i thght lik dat...it takes more tyme to bcm close due to my lack of experience....ee tymeil kali ariyavunna etho oruthan olipporu nadathunnadrnnu....avasanam avanadichondu poi....In this case only i felt smthg sad,becz so much attached with her...entho oru missing okke feel cheythu..YES really i missed her a lot that tyme...nammada vadakkan veeragadha chanthuvine dailogs okke anu orma varunnathu "nee adakkamulla penvargam mattarum kanum chirichu kondu karayum shapichu kondu konjum mohichu kondu verukkum"...ahaa athokke orthu samadhanikkam.. .......SASI EVIDE POYALUM ENTHINU POYALUM ENNUM SASI THANNE........:)
In othr way im so happy..here too me nt reveal my love....SO NANAM KEDENDY VANNILLA....allathe chilaru parayum pole "ente pranayam ente oru classmetnodu ayirunnu... njan paranjapppol aval paranju, PODA PATTY.. vere paniyille ennu...athodu kudi ente pranayam theernu ennu parayikkendy vannilla.....SO ozhukukayayi puzhapolee ente pranayam...........:)
SUCCESSFULL FLOP JOURNEY COTINUES TO COVER THE DISTANCE B/W U and ME :)
haha kollaam aliya .. nee niraashaakamukarude M.T aaneda.. ;)
ReplyDeletebt i think u missd som incdnts in clg lif.. 1st yr xmas frnd, 2nd yr aarodo olichodiya aa penkutti.., thn cousin.. etc etc..
mm.. i wish a lot mre successful flops in ur life ;) so as u 2 achieve mre heights ;)..
in collg life...missed xmas frnd?...athu chumma paranjondakkiyathalle...engottu ittu thaangyathalleda koppa......2nd yr olichodya case 1 podappa...athoke ethade??? mentioned clearly man only 3 flop journys yet in the life.1 day i will bak with a SURPRISE HIT..hehe.thanks 4 the compliment...iniyum parajayamgal ettuvangan ente janmam baaky undeda sentyeee...:)
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