Before completion of 6 month course,she got job...nammalokke eppolum vayum nokki nadappu thanne..hehe.i went 4 her tr8 with other 4 friends..talked wid her for the first tyme...days passed our course completed nd back to home...so 24 hours online mania...som days i chat with her...bt i noticed she s mstly online during day times...i simply made a company with her...my intention ws clear,nothing other dan lINE ADY...hehe..Those days i seriously thght like dat why the othr 3 girls not fall in my traps..?? some flaws certainly dre in my approaches....i met Niveditha(she is my dearest frnd) and asked to gve some advices nd modern approaches...she replied lik dat "ur approaches ws very weak" stll nw ur not matured..hehe...please try to change the approach...i always tke thngs in afunny manner...she corrctly knw all these thngs....she xplained try to show som boldness in ur talking nd behaviour.....actually mission seriousness...haha..."eny serious approach nadathondu veenillennu venda|"
Hahaha......slowly i tried to act lik a bold man...show off :( Chumma thalli pidipperu thanne...."jeevithathil enikku orupaadu aims undu anayanu chenayanu ennokke"...this all thngs shared wd her thro chats or msgs...direct arnnel njan swayam thanne chirichu mannu thappyene....seriousnessee...hehe..nw almst she started behave lik a good friend...dat tyme niveditha mentioned to "APPLY seriousness theory"..hmm..seriously started approaching wth serious subjects...I mentioned her i gt permission from my mother to find out ur partner,if she satisfy 3 conditions... ...hehe...3 conditions...1..Girl should be from same caste
2. horoscope match must
3..girl should not be from avery rich family("oody chennalum mathy ippol varum")...
First i told to our heroine ur not satisfyd any conditions..so i eliminated from ma list....bt after some day i seriously asked her...she thght im kidding....bt sm time aftr she told im nt satisfying ur conditions..den how????? hehe...i xplained caste is the only problem,that can manage.if other 2 conditions satsify..her response ok..hmm.so next is mission horo scope matching............hahaaaaaaa...Nivedithakku njan manasil orayiram thanks okke paranju...serious approach entha vijaya enikku nerathe onnum thonnathirunnathu........."ellathinum athintethaya samayam undalloo daasa".....nammalu 10 classile kuttikal 1umallalloo propsalum ayittu chellumpole thery paranju odikkan...chilappol soft ayalulla handlingnte bhagam ayittavum pullikary 1um parayathe...yes athu thanneyanu...
very next day i gt her dob time nd star(aswathi) nd went to visit Astrologer...he looked some books and xplained mone ningalu thanna kuttyuda dob nu varana naalu Aswathi 1umalla..makam aanu makam...i thgt some tyme some mistak happen fr me...bt actually it's not ma mistake...dob she gven to me ws correct...she knows dat one only,beczz dat was in her sslc book and all...thnk she is not aware of orginal dob...I told a lie to her that horoscope ws not matched "marana porutham"..she replied how we live through out the life with that fear in mind...? yes its right...i tried to act here too as a bold man....hmmm..koppanu koppu
she reminded me not ask this type marriage matters to her...cheriya kalip okke..hehe..njan alle allu....somtimes i asked questions related to her dob details....her replys ws not related to my questions...i thnk she trying to create some distance b/w me...seriousness njan over aaki kulamakkiyathano ennenikkariyilla....
Recently saw an application in FACEBOOK...Find ur friends secerets..jst typed her name there...haha...fb respnded lik dat she likes you,bt nt telling or smthg lik dat..i wrte a comment in dat THANNE THANNE... i wrte it in a funny manner,...ippol thanne vicharikkum enna njan uddesiche.....she thght that thanne thanne as reversely...hehe....santhoshamayi.naatukaru full kandu kanum...ente karyam njan ano computer ano theerumanikkunne enokke ulla chodyamgalumayi aval ethy....she is so silly...if any other girl in her situation,dey will take that it in a funny manner..thats the differnce b/w my heroine and others.... she never xpect this much a thenditharam from me...actually my trust ws broken thro it...yes really .... oru sorry paranjal theeravunna problmse ulloo..bt ente nayikakku athu kondonnum theerillla...karanam avalkku avalakane kazhyulloo...“Trust is like a vase.. once it's broken, though you can fix it the vase will never be same again.”hehe....i tried to convince her abt my innocence in that fbook matter....bt i asked her can u tell wats the actual reason...her message
" Ella reasonsum prayan pattillalloo naveen,enikku kuduthal 1um parayan illa enikku kure problms undu athinte kude ippo ithum ..venda ellam mathi...njan naveenodu chat cheyyan padillarnnu atha njan cheytha thettu ellathinum thanks naveen"..........ella thettukalum swayam etteduthu ...ippol njan arayi??????
i dont think get angry easily although i do get disappointed at times..i feel gr8 abt her....thery 1um parayathe manyamayittu paranju.....me stll in search of the real reason...is dat fbook thng,a big reason...dnt knw..How to 4gt a person i loved a lot?i cant 4gt my this heroine .heart s not ready to leav dat person..bt the truth Simply because fresh wounds are remembered but with time the pain goes away..any way goodbyes my dear classical dancer :( I know I'll see u again someday;
I know dat things will be da same again....I know dat we'll meet u again in a beautiful place called HEAVEN :)
THats the end of my different heroine nd my succesfool flop journey...MY 4TH attempt really a fantastic one...this character will stay in our mind for a long time..surely..miss u :( :(..im sure one day she will tell the reason..thats my confidence na hope..it will stay fr ever....NIVEDITHA ninte serious approachum pottyedi patty...ninne thery paranjathallady....sathyam maraneeki ennelum thirchu varumalloo.....APRROACH SERIOUS ANELUM SERIOUS ALLENGILUM SASI ENNUM EPPOLUMELLAYIPPOZHUM SASI THANNEEEEEEEEEEE............DISTANCE B/W ME ND U REMAINS the SAME........hehe....'Picture abhi bhi baakhi he mera bhai' ..hhe..hee..hhhee..
